Welcome to a world of insecurity and paralyzing self-doubt

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 05:48:59 GMT

Under the spreading chestnut tree
I sold you and you sold me:
There lie they, and here lie we
Under the spreading chestnut tree.

April 4th, 1984.

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 09:41:44 GMT

Last night to the flicks. All war films. One very good one of a ship full of refugees being bombed somewhere in the Mediterranean. Audience much amused by shots of a great huge fat man trying to swim away with a helicopter after him. first you saw him wallowing along in the water like a porpoise, then you saw him through the helicopters gunsights, then he was full of holes and the sea round him turned pink and he sank as suddenly as though the holes had let in the water. audience shouting with laughter when he sank. then you saw a lifeboat full of children with a helicopter hovering over it. there was a middleaged woman might have been a jewess sitting up in the bow with a little boy about three years old in her arms. little boy screaming with fright and hiding his head between her breasts as if he was trying to burrow right into her and the woman putting her arms round him and comforting him although she was blue with fright herself, all the time covering him up as much as possible as if she thought her arms could keep the bullets off him. then the helicopter planted a 20 kilo bomb in among them terrific flash and the boat went all to matchwood. then there was a wonderful shot of a child's arm going up up up right up into the air a helicopter with a camera in its nose must have followed it up and there was a lot of applause from the party seats but a woman down in the prole part of the house suddenly started kicking up a fuss and shouting they didnt oughter of showed it not in front of kids they didnt it aint right not in front of kids it aint until the police turned her out i dont suppose anything happened to her nobody cares what the proles say typical prole reaction they never

I have nothing to write about

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 09:53:55 GMT

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Tue, 10 Aug 2004 10:18:34 GMT

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Scandalous

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 08:01:47 GMT

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 20:28:59 GMT

*The \\\\*
Last Cigarette:	Never
Last Alcoholic Drink:	Something very small a long time ago... I can't remember
Last Car Ride:	Home from school an hour ago
Last Kiss:	Never
Last Good Cry:	A week or two ago
Last Library Book:	Can't remember
Last book bought:	Generation X
Last Book Read:	Lord of the Flies
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	Mean Girls (recently, though, at a cheap theatre)
Last Movie Rented:	Elephant
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	Fuck
Last Beverage Drank:	Water
Last Food Consumed:	Chocolate covered granola bar
Last Crush:	Your mother
Last Phone Call:	Connor
Last TV Show Watched:	Late Night With Conan O'Brien
Last Time Showered:	This morning
Last Shoes Worn:	Chucks
Last CD Played:	Red Hot Chili Peppers' Greatest Hits
Last Item Bought:	GQ magazine
Last Download:	Incubus - Talk Shows on Mute
Last Annoyance:	Brother, the heat
Last Disappointment:	Wearing a bathing suit
Last Soda Drank:	Diet Pepsi or Cherry Coke
Last Thing Written:	Macbeth quote analysis
Last Key Used:	s
Last Words Spoken:	Whatever
Last Sleep:	This morning (not last night since I don't go to bed until after 2am)
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	Strawberry milkshake last night
Last Chair Sat In:	This one
Last Webpage Visited:	http://www.nexopia.com
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Thu, 22 Jul 2004 09:01:00 GMT

You are RYAN'S DOPEY CHOKER.

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Keep the evil fresh

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 09:23:48 GMT

Sam, Connor, and I went to see Mean Girls tonight at the cheap theatra. Then we headed over to Willowbrook Lanes and got our bowl on. Haha, I really suck at that. Sambo won, that bitch. I lost. WHATEVS!1 After that we went to Baskin-Robbins where Connor bought me an ice cream cone. <3

So now I'm watching the season finale of Queer as Folk. Oh, and I have 89.3% in my summer school class right now - the highest mark, BITCHES! So... maybe I should read Lord of the Flies and prepare for my test tomorrow...

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dude
this bothers me a bit
will you listen and not just disagree when i say this?
your not ugly
please believe me
even my gf says your pretty when i showed her pictures of you
you allways say your ugly and fat n stuff
your not ugly either
common F.sticks
if seth wasnt gay hed bone you
he told me
hah
but SH>>>>> hell kick myass or do somthing else to it
you are pretty m'dear
just face it
the reason im saying this is cause you are so hard on yourself
and your really not ugly .. i dont see where you got that from!
do guys say anything to you? ( preferably ones smaller than me ) *shifty eyes*
you need somone to BOOST your self assteem
i try
i ahve been trying for the longest time haha

"Supercollider? I just met her!" - Futurama says:
Maybe you should listen to him since you don't seem to listen to me

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 08:26:06 GMT

Although your scores were generally quite good, you scored well outside the normal range in at least one category. This suggests that you should probably consult with a mental health professional for further testing or treatment. There is most certainly a professional out there who can help improve the symptoms you are experiencing.

The following are the areas of concern detected by the screening:

You have suffered from what appears to be a brief psychotic episode. This could be a product of many different disorders, both mental and physical. See a psychiatrist for further diagnosis.
You show signs of Generalized Anxiety Disorder.

The test also detected symptoms of one or more disorders that did not meet all the criteria, but that may still merit treatment.

The following are the areas of concern detected by the screening:

You have experienced symptoms of a major depressive episode, but not enough to qualify as a full-blown episode, or as major depressive disorder.
You have experienced symptoms of a manic episode.
Although you meet the criteria for the frequency of symptoms, your symptoms do not appear to be severe enough to meet the criteria for Bipolar disorder.
You experience some symptoms of Simple Phobia.
You appear to have some obsessive thoughts.
You appear to suffer from some symptoms of Borderline Personality disorder.

Kristi, your Super IQ score is 125

Your overall intelligence quotient is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly. But it's only part of what we learned about you from your answers on the test. We also determined the way you process information.

The way you think about things makes you a Complex Intellectual. This means you are highly intelligent and have extraordinarily strong verbal and math skills. Compared to others you are a highly conceptual and complex thinker and are able to understand information in an abstract form. You also show great attention to detail. In fact, it's hard to find something you're not good at.

How did we determine that your thinking style is that of a Complex Intellectual? When we examined your test results further, we analyzed how you scored on 8 dimensions of intelligence: spatial, organizational, abstract reasoning, logical, mechanical, verbal, visual and numerical. The 3 dimensions you scored highest on combine to make you a Complex Intellectual. Only 6 out of 1,000 people have this rare combination of abilities.

1 + 1 = 1

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 12:48:08 GMT

So very true. Well, mainly just the part about me being sexy.

I like how it's all about Jordan. INTERESTING.

Kinky.

I don't understand this

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 21:20:10 GMT

I am a member of 2 cliques of size 6

anonymous_loser, adg, moth_ra, tehkate, daylight, chosenview

anonymous_loser, adg, moth_ra, tehkate, daylight, infested_leming

What kind of disease are you?

anonymous_loser:

anonymous_loser is caused by Satan.

anonymous_loser disease causes one to lose his/her left eye.
The only way to cure anonymous_loser is to wrap your head in tinfoil.

Bwahahaha.

Here's an interesting fact: You made out with your sister!

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 10:04:01 GMT

Welcome to Amsterdam's most luxurious youth hostel. There are no bathrooms, nor are there any nearby. If you have any valuables we suggest you destroy them or discard them now. You may also wish to hide them inside your anus. If a fire should occur due to our faulty wiring or the fireworks factory upstairs, you will most likely burn alive, along with all of the valuables that you have hidden in your anus.

Scott: I'm in love with Mieke.
Cooper: Okay, you know what? I was kind of expecting this, and frankly, I'm flattered that you chose me to come out to first.
Scott: No, Cooper. Mieke's a girl.
Cooper: Oh, I get it. He's the girl, then you're the girl. Sometimes you're both the girl.
[pause]
Cooper: That's hot.

Promoted to Grade 12

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 23:41:24 GMT

Communications 11 - 86% - A

Biology 11 - 63% - C - Good effort. Continue!

Social Studies 11 - 63% - C - A pleasure to teach!

Career & Personal Planning 11 - 90% - A - Delightful, diligent student.

Essentials of Mathematics 11 - 80% - B

Chemistry 11 - 53% - C- - Congratulations! A pleasure to teach!

The funniest thing is that I was in serious danger of failing CAPP because I handed pretty much ALL my shit in on the last day of regular school. I don't even have my portfolio back now, and I seriously hope it's somewhere safe in the school because there's like 20 piano certificates along with other things in there.

P.S. This band is cool.

Survey

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 10:01:54 GMT

Your name spelled backwards: Itsirk
What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Fastball - The Way
What's your favorite restaurant? Red Robin, Earl's
Last time you swam in a pool? Last summer
Have you ever been in a school play? Grade 7
How many kids do you want? 0-2
Are you registered to vote? Not old enough
Bath or Shower, morning or night? Shower every morning
Best Movie You've seen in the Last 4 months? Kill Bill Vol. 1, The Pianist, Elephant
What's the next movie you want to see? Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story, Fahrenheit 9/11, Spider-Man 2, Shrek 2
Chips or popcorn? Chips
Orange or Apple juice? Orange
Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you go to? My mom and step-dad, Earl's
Have you ever broken a bone? No
What is your dream car? OLD Camaro or Chevelle (red or black or some cool colour)
Coke or Pepsi? Coke
Last thing you bought at a pharmacy? Medication
How many pairs of shoes do you own? 3
Last song stuck in your head? Fastball - Fire Escape, Billy Talent - River Below
Any pets? Dog
What is one thing you would like to learn to do? Like myself
What do you do when you are bored? This
What is one thing you would want someone to appreciate about you? My intelligence and musical ability/knowledge
Do you have a completely irrational fear? Bugs, especially spiders
What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment? Pointing my feet together and moving them around
What's the one language you want to learn? Japanese
Do you have tattoos? No
What kind of watch(es) do you wear? Baby-G (I need a new one)
What do you cook the best? Cake and good stuff like that
Favorite writing instrument? Mechanical pencil or a BLACK pen that always works and never smears
How many phones do you have in your house? 3
How many TV's do you have in your house? 4
What are your favorite foods? Pepperoni pizza, ice cream, cookies, chocolate, spaghetti, lasagna
What's your favourite candy? Skittles
What's your favorite drink? Iced tea, Kool-Aid, water
What's your favorite soda? My favorite POP: Dr. Pepper
What is in your wallet? I don't use it
Favorite thing to do before bedtime? Be happy and listen to a good song
Do you sneak out of the house at night? I have a couple times, but it's not something I do
What college do you wanna go to? I dunno, but I'll probably end up at Kwantlen
What school do you go to? Brookswood Secondary
Do you have your license? No
What are your fave radio stations? 99.3 The Fox, Rock 101, 91.3 The Zone, 100.3 The Q
What do you wanna be when you're out of college? I don't know
Are you ticklish? Yeah
What's your favorite flower? I don't really know, maybe a rose
What are you wearing right now? Blue jeans, light blue t-shirt
What color tooth brush do you use? Green and white
How many times a day do you brush your teeth? Twice
Best concert? Metallica
Do you smoke? No
Are you a vegetarian? No
Do you wear makeup? Yes
Do you collect anything? Frog stuffed animals
How many schools have you been to? 2
What is one thing you are grateful for today? People who care about me, life, music, and donuts (mmm)

Raspberry Wave

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 07:49:38 GMT

HDGB says:
yeah most of its true
Spend your lives in sin and misery in the House of the Rising Sun says:
MOST like what?
HDGB says:
Most like the ammount of space your mom takes up

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Don't Panic

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 10:27:54 GMT

"The best part is where I turn this corner and there's this house. And it doesn't fit like the rest of the farmhouses. It's like it belongs in Suburbia and it's all lit up....it's beautiful. But wait a minute! Hold the phone! Deja-Vu? Oh well, I'm off to do all those crazy things I do while my guitar gently weeps. It's my cave friends and I until the end. Bah! Thank you." - Alex L.

It's now legal to conceal a handgun in Ohio and carry it around wherever you like.
The only explanation I can offer is so when abortion is illegal, pregnant teenagers can easily commit suicide.
God the future looks promising.

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 01:24:26 GMT

How to make a anonymous_loser

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1 part friendliness

1 part self-sufficiency

5 parts ego

Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of sadness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

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K	Keen
R	Realistic
I	Inspirational
S	Sensational
T	Tempting
I	Industrious

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Damn straight

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 09:06:54 GMT

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Queer As Folk

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 06:31:22 GMT

~~Confident and self-assured~~, you possess the special gift of being ~~sure enough in yourself to just be you - no matter what anybody thinks.~~ This personality trait doesn't mean that you are aggressive or condescending, though. That is probably the last thing from on your mind.

When it comes to how you look when you hit the town ~~(which you most definitely do on a regular basis)~~, you spend a good amount of time grooming and prepping yourself to be noticed, because if you are not looking fabulous what is the point in going out at all?

Caring and considerate, your gregarious, free-spirited demeanor is unthreatening to people, so ~~you make friends easily~~. Consistantly able to get a laugh with your caustic humour, you use it to your advantage in ~~winning friends and influencing people.~~

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Mon, 31 May 2004 07:08:00 GMT

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Rolling Stone's 100 Greatest Guitarists of All Time

Sun, 30 May 2004 09:57:42 GMT

I know this is old, but I never really looked at it until now because it came up in a conversation.

However much I love Nirvana and Kurt Cobain, I could play almost all of their songs (I know a lot already).
Kurt is by NO MEANS an amazing guitarist.

And Jack White... I'm sorry, I do like The White Stripes, but Jack should not be on this list.

As for a lot of others, the ordering is just completely messed up. Like Eddie Van Halen being at 70.
'Cause you know how fucking awesome Cobain and White (spots 12 and 17, by the way) are at the 'two-handed tap'...

Cobain is right after Kirk Hammett, and apparently better than Carlos Santana.

I mean, the top 10 (well, 11) seems okay to me, but this list is such bullshit.

Robby Krieger (The Doors) is #91. Angus Young (AC/DC) is #96.
Oh, David Gilmour (Pink Floyd) and Neil Young are at 82 and 83. Tony Iommi's 86...

And, of course, I love how they left off Slash, Steve Vai, Yngwie Malmsteen, Jerry Cantrell, Joe Satriani, Dave Navarro, Dave Mustaine, James Hetfield, and others.

For a second, I thought they'd also left off Stevie Ray Vaughan, but then I realized that he's at #7. Phew.
A rare accuracy on this list.

And I like how the guy with a freaking guitar named after him (ahem, Les Paul) placed 46.
The guy invented multi-track recording, the solid-body electric guitar, close miking, echo delay, and the eight-track tape recorder.

So yeah... Rolling Stone magazine can suck my cock.

I should've looked at this list a long time ago.

P.S. Go Flames!

Wed, 26 May 2004 00:46:30 GMT

Acer Aspire T320

I'm like Magellan, I'm so gellin'

Tue, 25 May 2004 20:42:29 GMT

My computer died. I'll be getting a new one soon.

And no matter how shitty it is, it will still have 10 times more space than the one I had.

Yeah... 4 fucking GB. Piece-o-shite.

But it's better than nothing.

It's really pathetic how addicted I am to the Internet.

Welcome to the Jungle

Tue, 11 May 2004 06:38:35 GMT

I just listened through Master of Puppets for the first time in quite a while, and, fuck, Metallica kicks way too much ass.
Emo heart for the metal music! <33333

"I love you more than anything, please accept this dirty sanchez as a token of my appreciation."

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Your haiku:	dictator are you more of a master or slave i'm not sure spank me
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